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I'm not a big fan of describing myself. I guess most people would call me goth, in some respects, they are right...but I just prefer to think that I am me. Yes, I dress in black. I wear a trench coat, corsets, dark eye make-up and white contact lenses. I have thick long black hair and love discussing things of a macabre and dark nature and I sit around and think about what it must be like to experience death on a regular basis. But I am not a nihilist. In my opinion, the nihilistic philosophy that seems to be oh so common amongst a large number of people within the gothic subculture is, for lack of a better word, stupid and without any real foundation or reason. I choose not to live my life based on a doom and gloom thought process. Life sucks, deal with it. That's my philosophy.
I am a musician. I have played the cello for almost 14 years and where I used to take it very seriously, theses days I just find myself trying to enjoy it. Painting and drawing is a big hobby of mine. I find that the best way for me to express myself is through drawing or painting..and sometimes writing music. I usually draw very obscure and macabre things. I have a deep appreciation for things of a dark nature.
I am not religious. Spiritual, but not religious. Personally I hate all organized religion and see it as the source of most of our worldly problems.
That's pretty much me in a nutshell.

Cancer

Curvy

5' 10 (1.78 m)

Hazel

Caucasian, Native American

Single

No

Yes

Eyes

Other

Black

No pets

No

Some College

Full-time

Other

spraying crew (I kill weeds)

$15,000USD To $29,999USD

Alone

Friends Come Over Occasionally

Yes - Pipe

Yes - Socially

Quiet One

Anti-social, Dark, Flirtatious, Friendly, Observant, Outgoing, Shy, Strange

Arts & Crafts, Camping, Cars, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Cooking, Dancing, Dining, Exercising, Fishing / Hunting, Internet, Games, Learning, Movies, Music

Clubbing / Bars, Hanging Out With Friends, Going To A Concert, Partying, Playing Dress-up, Playing Video Games, Relaxing, Staying At Home, Trying New Things

Why don't you ask me if yer interested.

I've always wanted to go hang gliding, and I've always wanted to try skydiving.

Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Cool, Obscure

Spiritual But Not Religious

Never

I Don't Like Politics

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Sadistic

Cartoons, Documentaries, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Movies, Re-runs

Science Fiction, Comedy, Drama, Horror, Thriller, Adult

Ambient, Classical, Folk, Industrial, Metal, New age, Rock

Fiction, Horror, I Don't Like Reading

What ever comes to mind at the time. I'm very spontaneous most of the time...I never really know what I'm going to be getting into.

Boldness, Empathy, Good Looks, Humor, Intelligence, Oddities, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

If we're talking about appearance, I'm really into long dark hair and pretty eyes. I like my men to be taller than me too, which is sadly hard to find. Physical attraction is a must, but so is emotional and mental attraction. I look for men who won't treat me like shit (I'm sick of that). Men who have a dark side and a sweet side. I need a man who isn't afraid to express his emotions.

Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed